Haven't you learned anything from what's happened before?
[ He doesn't want to deal with this. He doesn't want to say it. But if no one else does, it's just going to keep going in circles. Castiel is starting to get dizzy. ]
[ true as it might be, it's still a slap to the face. dean stares at the choice, few words, the anger bubbling furious and immediate-- so much so it's incredible he doesn't throw the device into the wall. ]
If you're saying I'm the reason he said yes before, you come say it to my face.
I'm saying it could have been a deciding factor. [ Not that he knows for certain, but maybe he's just trying to pick a fight now. ] If you want to see me, find me yourself.
[ And that's all he's going to say. Don't expect him to answer you. ]
[ it takes dean a while to find him -- something that should cool him down but only really makes him angrier -- and the only reason he does is because he spots cas on the way back from somewhere, at the entrance into the dorm building.
his greeting comes in the form of slamming cas right against the brick wall, one hand curling around the other man's neck, the other pinning down his chest-- ]
Anything else you wanna add 'bout how I drove my brother into Lucifer's arms? Tell me, I'm all ears.
[ If there's anything to be said about Dean, it's that he's persistent--and thorough. Castiel had been avoiding the dorms for that particular reason, but he'd slipped. Now, they are here, and there's a sharp, throbbing ache working its way up his spine to the back of his head. Air leaves his lungs with a soft ugh, hand immediately up to wrap around the wrist of the hand pressed to his throat. ]
I think I've said all that needs to be said. [ His smile is strained. ] For the moment.
[ He's not afraid of Dean by any means. If he wants a fight, Castiel will give him one. ]
Shut up. [ the fingers squeeze down, relentless in their hold as he doesn't budge an inch despite the hand wrapping around his wrist. ]
First you come to me with some stupid half-assed plan about moving out, and then you blame me for Lucifer getting his hands on Sam. You have a lotta fuckin' nerve.
[ if there's one thing dean doesn't need a reminder of, it's being the reason for sam saying yes. he knows. he knows he drove sam to it, knows he made his brother hate him so much the devil seemed like the better option, but to have that rubbed in his face?
not gonna happen. ]
You think just 'cause we were stuck in some hotel fridge together that you can get away with this shit? That it changes anything? You're wrong.
[ He listens to those accusations and forces them to roll off. Perhaps the idea had lacked foresight, but he'd given it with good intention, with promise of making something they could look to as a second home. Castiel waits through every single one, gaze half-focused on something behind Dean until he thinks he's allowed to speak again.
He tries. ]
Of course not. [ The words are soft and quiet. ] Nothing is ever going to change. It's why Sam insists on courting the Devil. It's... why we're like this.
[ Because it's always the same. They seek out what they know, and it's also why this is beginning to repeat itself. If Dean presses any harder, he's going to knee him and take the advantage. Still, he waits and bides his time carefully. He meets Dean's eyes. ]
But it doesn't make what I've said less of a truth.
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Date: 2014-02-24 06:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-02-24 07:00 am (UTC)We're going to look for a place.
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Date: 2014-02-24 07:10 am (UTC)How?
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Date: 2014-02-24 07:42 am (UTC)What did you promise him?
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Date: 2014-02-24 07:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-02-24 07:45 am (UTC)He wants nothing to do with me.
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Date: 2014-02-24 07:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-02-24 07:49 am (UTC)You fucking moron. He'll bail the moment he realizes the slightly important detail you left out.
Then what?
Forget it.
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Date: 2014-02-24 07:53 am (UTC)But you should consider apologizing for whatever it is you've done this time.
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Date: 2014-02-24 07:54 am (UTC)I'm not apologizing for trying to do the right thing.
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Date: 2014-02-24 07:58 am (UTC)Have you ever thought of asking Sam what it is he wants to do?
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Date: 2014-02-24 08:07 am (UTC)1/2
Date: 2014-02-24 08:11 am (UTC)[ He doesn't want to deal with this. He doesn't want to say it. But if no one else does, it's just going to keep going in circles. Castiel is starting to get dizzy. ]
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Date: 2014-02-24 08:12 am (UTC)WOW
Date: 2014-02-24 08:22 am (UTC)If you're saying I'm the reason he said yes before, you come say it to my face.
[ so he can murder you. ]
OH I'M SORRY YOU WERE EXPECTING SOMETHING ELSE?
Date: 2014-02-24 08:27 am (UTC)[ And that's all he's going to say. Don't expect him to answer you. ]
here we go fun times ahead
Date: 2014-02-24 08:35 am (UTC)his greeting comes in the form of slamming cas right against the brick wall, one hand curling around the other man's neck, the other pinning down his chest-- ]
Anything else you wanna add 'bout how I drove my brother into Lucifer's arms? Tell me, I'm all ears.
[ a hiss that's spat in cas' face. ]
your definition of fun hurts me
Date: 2014-02-24 08:44 am (UTC)I think I've said all that needs to be said. [ His smile is strained. ] For the moment.
[ He's not afraid of Dean by any means. If he wants a fight, Castiel will give him one. ]
playing rough is the best tho
Date: 2014-02-24 08:53 am (UTC)First you come to me with some stupid half-assed plan about moving out, and then you blame me for Lucifer getting his hands on Sam. You have a lotta fuckin' nerve.
[ if there's one thing dean doesn't need a reminder of, it's being the reason for sam saying yes. he knows. he knows he drove sam to it, knows he made his brother hate him so much the devil seemed like the better option, but to have that rubbed in his face?
not gonna happen. ]
You think just 'cause we were stuck in some hotel fridge together that you can get away with this shit? That it changes anything? You're wrong.
now this is just getting kinky
Date: 2014-02-24 09:08 am (UTC)He tries. ]
Of course not. [ The words are soft and quiet. ] Nothing is ever going to change. It's why Sam insists on courting the Devil. It's... why we're like this.
[ Because it's always the same. They seek out what they know, and it's also why this is beginning to repeat itself. If Dean presses any harder, he's going to knee him and take the advantage. Still, he waits and bides his time carefully. He meets Dean's eyes. ]
But it doesn't make what I've said less of a truth.
always
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