He's silent for a long time, thinking so many of those things and saying nothing at all in response. Castiel lets Dean take what he wants from him, incredibly pliant beneath his mouth and hands. Normally, he's much more interactive, but there's something almost sweet about the attention Dean is giving him. Each bite and kiss and lick-- He doesn't want to let go of any of that. He wants to take it and keep it for himself.
Slowly, he blinks his eyes open with the softness, and the warmth that settles in his chest is abrupt and welcome both. A slight tilt of his head, lifting a hand to settle just below the bandage that'd been forgotten. ]
[ dean hasn't had much time to just be, to just kiss someone who is willing, pliant, and warm underneath his hands and mouth. it's a nice change, something he wouldn't mind getting used to again.
you can't his mind whispers, you'll only lose him.
dean smothers the voice for now, breathing in cas' words and then huffs something of an amused sound. ]
[ He takes that sound and replies with one of his own, gently nudging their noses together before tilting in to graze his lips against Dean's. It's soft, barely a breath of a kiss. Maybe he should be concerned that this is fine now, that all of this seems to be okay. They argue and end up here.
End up-- ]
Good. [ Another gentle touch of his mouth, and he draws away enough to meet his eyes. ] You can let me look at it then.
[ And maybe he'll reward him for it too. But he doesn't offer that just yet, watching him quietly. ]
[ dean could just keep receiving kisses, pressing his own back for a while longer, but then cas is pulling back and he's reminded of the wound, the way it's aching again thanks to their argument.
dean gives something of a sigh at the request, but then offers his arm, the bandages there dark in color. ]
Stubborn.
[ he could easily take care of it himself, like he has with past wounds many times before. but there's something here, the trust between them that he doesn't want to shatter. and one argument is enough for the day. ]
[ There's only a look that says as much. Like it's really so new to either of them that Castiel is too stubborn for his own good. Part of it, he suspects, had been picked up from Dean himself so long ago, and the rest-- Well, it's enough for now to think the other part.
He gets to work peeling off the bandage and checking the stitches. They've held, which is better than he'd expected from Dean's own stubbornness, and he's even quicker at cleaning up the excess blood and binding it again. Most of the things he's left on the floor except the few items he'd collected to use, and he doubts they're going to find their way back into the box until much later. ]
So are you. [ Finished now, he looks at him again as he settles his fingers just beneath the injury. ] Be more careful.
[ He'll repeat it until he actually learns to listen. ]
[ dean remains quiet as castiel works, only watching. those long, lean fingers work with firmness and certainty of someone who has done with many times before. it's efficient, and dean can't help the quiet, thankful burst of warmth he feels somewhere inside of him.
once done, once those fingers settle on him, dean cracks something of a smirk at cas as his hand comes to cover the one on his arm. ]
[ He tacks on the word without a hint of modesty, reaffirming it with a gentle squeeze to his arm. There's a flutter of something strange at the added pressure of Dean's hand atop his, and not for the first time, Castiel craves the ability to ease his pain. To take that suffering and give him more than he's gotten in the past several years.
It's only a flicker of emotion across his face, and then, he's smiling at him where there's that smirk, head dropping a little in an attempt to hide it. ]
... thanks. [ For being here, for listening to him despite not really hearing. For letting him take care of him. Anything he can be grateful for. ]
[ dean can't promise soon, but he does huff a quiet, pleased sound.
the thanks throws him again though, as he's not entirely sure what it's for, why he deserves it. for a moment dean is silent, mulling over the possibilities, but eventually he just lets it go with a quiet; ]
So odd.
[ it's almost fond, all the same. he should be the one thanking cas, again, for patching him up, for not walking away despite the argument... and yet, as usual, it's cas who does the unexpected. ]
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Date: 2014-04-03 06:32 pm (UTC)i don't know what i would do if you weren't
... i can't do this without you
He's silent for a long time, thinking so many of those things and saying nothing at all in response. Castiel lets Dean take what he wants from him, incredibly pliant beneath his mouth and hands. Normally, he's much more interactive, but there's something almost sweet about the attention Dean is giving him. Each bite and kiss and lick-- He doesn't want to let go of any of that. He wants to take it and keep it for himself.
Slowly, he blinks his eyes open with the softness, and the warmth that settles in his chest is abrupt and welcome both. A slight tilt of his head, lifting a hand to settle just below the bandage that'd been forgotten. ]
Your arm. [ How is it? ]
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Date: 2014-04-04 09:25 pm (UTC)you can't his mind whispers, you'll only lose him.
dean smothers the voice for now, breathing in cas' words and then huffs something of an amused sound. ]
Hasn't fallen off yet.
[ that's good, right? ]
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Date: 2014-04-04 09:41 pm (UTC)End up-- ]
Good. [ Another gentle touch of his mouth, and he draws away enough to meet his eyes. ] You can let me look at it then.
[ And maybe he'll reward him for it too. But he doesn't offer that just yet, watching him quietly. ]
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Date: 2014-04-04 11:26 pm (UTC)dean gives something of a sigh at the request, but then offers his arm, the bandages there dark in color. ]
Stubborn.
[ he could easily take care of it himself, like he has with past wounds many times before. but there's something here, the trust between them that he doesn't want to shatter. and one argument is enough for the day. ]
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Date: 2014-04-04 11:44 pm (UTC)He gets to work peeling off the bandage and checking the stitches. They've held, which is better than he'd expected from Dean's own stubbornness, and he's even quicker at cleaning up the excess blood and binding it again. Most of the things he's left on the floor except the few items he'd collected to use, and he doubts they're going to find their way back into the box until much later. ]
So are you. [ Finished now, he looks at him again as he settles his fingers just beneath the injury. ] Be more careful.
[ He'll repeat it until he actually learns to listen. ]
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Date: 2014-04-05 12:08 am (UTC)once done, once those fingers settle on him, dean cracks something of a smirk at cas as his hand comes to cover the one on his arm. ]
Maybe someday.
[ careful doesn't get anything done though. ]
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Date: 2014-04-05 12:32 am (UTC)[ He tacks on the word without a hint of modesty, reaffirming it with a gentle squeeze to his arm. There's a flutter of something strange at the added pressure of Dean's hand atop his, and not for the first time, Castiel craves the ability to ease his pain. To take that suffering and give him more than he's gotten in the past several years.
It's only a flicker of emotion across his face, and then, he's smiling at him where there's that smirk, head dropping a little in an attempt to hide it. ]
... thanks. [ For being here, for listening to him despite not really hearing. For letting him take care of him. Anything he can be grateful for. ]
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Date: 2014-04-05 07:20 am (UTC)the thanks throws him again though, as he's not entirely sure what it's for, why he deserves it. for a moment dean is silent, mulling over the possibilities, but eventually he just lets it go with a quiet; ]
So odd.
[ it's almost fond, all the same. he should be the one thanking cas, again, for patching him up, for not walking away despite the argument... and yet, as usual, it's cas who does the unexpected. ]