[ sam is his world. had been even after lucifer had somehow managed to make him say yes. here, he has a second chance to make sure it never comes down to that again and dean can't afford to fuck it up, to be selfish and hope for a better way. ]
He'll have other-me, I have to do this.
[ he might hate his past-self, really does, but if there's one thing dean can count on it's that dean will always make sam first priority, keep him safe. ]
Have to try this, Cas, you know that, damn it--
[ instead of squeezing more though, dean's grip loosens as he draws back, something between anger and the overwhelming and crushing failure from their previous attempt at all of this lingering over his face. ]
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Date: 2013-11-30 09:21 pm (UTC)He'll have other-me, I have to do this.
[ he might hate his past-self, really does, but if there's one thing dean can count on it's that dean will always make sam first priority, keep him safe. ]
Have to try this, Cas, you know that, damn it--
[ instead of squeezing more though, dean's grip loosens as he draws back, something between anger and the overwhelming and crushing failure from their previous attempt at all of this lingering over his face. ]