Shut up. Don't you dare fucking say that. I'm not a good enough reason to not kill the devil, Cas. That's our-- that's our fucking mission. Don't you get that? I was so close to ending him, right before we were transported to that town. And now you tell me you could have finished it?
[ but didn't. there's anger and hurt and something so betrayed in his voice it makes him shake. ]
I've listened. But it's hard to listen to something you're not being told.
[ you didn't say anything, and he can't read fucking minds. he pauses then, hands curling into fists at his sides as he rounds on cas. ]
Or maybe-- You say it was to protect me, but that's not it, is it? What's the real reason, huh? You playin' some big old joke here? You been ganging it up with Lucifer for longer? Come on, tell me. [ because he doesn't know anymore, he can't tell. maybe cas has been planning some grand fuck you over for dean and this is the first part of it. maybe-- ]
What about this place, huh? [ he gestures at the room, at their new home around them. ] Did you even think about telling me before you suggested this? Or were you just gonna stay quiet?
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Date: 2014-03-10 04:57 am (UTC)[ but didn't. there's anger and hurt and something so betrayed in his voice it makes him shake. ]
I've listened. But it's hard to listen to something you're not being told.
[ you didn't say anything, and he can't read fucking minds. he pauses then, hands curling into fists at his sides as he rounds on cas. ]
Or maybe-- You say it was to protect me, but that's not it, is it? What's the real reason, huh? You playin' some big old joke here? You been ganging it up with Lucifer for longer? Come on, tell me. [ because he doesn't know anymore, he can't tell. maybe cas has been planning some grand fuck you over for dean and this is the first part of it. maybe-- ]
What about this place, huh? [ he gestures at the room, at their new home around them. ] Did you even think about telling me before you suggested this? Or were you just gonna stay quiet?