[ it feels like something changes. dean feels the pad of cas' thumb on the side of his face, feeling and mapping out the planes. he keeps still though, only watches what little he can see of cas from the little light there might be left. ]
Then what're you talking about?
[ it's sudden how cas is inches from him and then isn't. how there's pressure against his shoulder where the other man presses his face, and dean stills again. it's an odd position, but then everything has been odd since cas decided that they needed to celebrate, since they settled down onto the mattress. ]
You've given me enough.
[ his loyalty, his life. and dean has fucked both over more times than he cares to remember. ]
And I wouldn't ask. Not when things are good the way they are, finally. [ he has sam again, they're all alive and well. sure, lucifer still lingers but this is the best it's been in months. ]
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Date: 2014-03-09 07:39 am (UTC)Then what're you talking about?
[ it's sudden how cas is inches from him and then isn't. how there's pressure against his shoulder where the other man presses his face, and dean stills again. it's an odd position, but then everything has been odd since cas decided that they needed to celebrate, since they settled down onto the mattress. ]
You've given me enough.
[ his loyalty, his life. and dean has fucked both over more times than he cares to remember. ]
And I wouldn't ask. Not when things are good the way they are, finally. [ he has sam again, they're all alive and well. sure, lucifer still lingers but this is the best it's been in months. ]