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[hardhearted]

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[indecadence]

And killing Sam wasn't enough to prove your theory wrong?

[ Because that was another dimension too. He'd still come back. ]

[hardhearted]

Don't you fucking talk about that.
I made a mistake.
Killing Lucifer and having him come back would have been worth the attempt.

But you were too fucking much of a coward, weren't you?
I can't believe I ever trusted you to stand by my side.

[indecadence]

How would it have been worth it? He would still be here. You would have tried killing him again, only to reach the same conclusion.

You're not the only one allowed to make mistakes. I'm not... infallible. Of anyone here, you know that best. At least I'm trying to amend what I've done.

[ Even if it hurts to see him saying that. ]

[hardhearted]

It might have been different. And he would have deserved to feel death.

Save it, Cas. I don't care.
You mean nothing to me.

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[indecadence]

Then I will do it myself.

[ Because he has nothing else to say to that, doesn't really know where to begin. He wishes he could take it back, but if anything, he's determined. ]

[indecadence]

I'm... in the recreational building - if you change your mind.

[hardhearted]

I won't.
You do something stupid, don't expect me to come running.

[indecadence]

I won't.

[ Maybe he's mocking him a little now. Maybe he's tired of the accusations. Either way, he's done with this back and forth of theirs. ]

[hardhearted]

Tone the fucking attitude.

[indecadence]

Why? I mean nothing to you, so what does it matter?

[hardhearted]

You know, that's a fact I wish I'd realized ages ago.

[indecadence]

And why didn't you? [ He wants to hear you say it. ]

[hardhearted]

Maybe because I actually thought I could trust you.

[indecadence]

You can still trust me.

[hardhearted]

I don't fucking think so.

[indecadence]

You're wrong. [ About a lot of things. ]

[hardhearted]

And you chose to spare Lucifer.
The monster that took everything from me.

[indecadence]

Everything isn't always about you, Dean.

You're not the only one he ruined, and I... There's only so much I can do before it gets out of hand. I didn't spare him out of mercy or pity. Wouldn't you want him to suffer as we have?

[hardhearted]

I already told you to cut the bullshit.
If you had wanted that you would have contacted me when you found him.

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[indecadence]

It wouldn't have changed anything.

[indecadence]

But if Lucifer is all you want, I can give him to you. [ Like he's been saying since the start. ]

[hardhearted]

And what? Stab me in the back?
I'll get him myself.

[indecadence]

That isn't my intention, and it never will be. I have a plan.

[hardhearted]

You say that, but you're the second person to choose him.

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[indecadence]

I didn't choose him. I haven't betrayed you.