[ dean's pressing deeper into the kiss, even more so than before, licking the very words from cas' mouth. he doesn't let gentle linger for long, goes for something hungrier in seconds. those words, they keep sparking something in him, something warm and wanting and-- something he hasn't felt in so long.
something he only feels with cas these days.
it's almost terrifying. ]
Thank you, thank you--
[ to the side of his mouth, bitten into his bottom lip, licked into his mouth. dean presses the words against cas' skin over and over, mumbles them between breaths as he kisses him again and again, deeper with each taste. for cas to promise something like that means he has to promise care for his own life. and that's what dean wants, he needs to know cas will be there tomorrow, like he says he will be, that dean won't have to worry about his friend doing something moronic in the future.
so he kisses his thank yous because it's the only way he knows. kisses each one into a new place, to the angle of his jaw, to the slope of his neck. he even dips down, bites it into cas' collar, desperate for him to understand how much that promise means to him. ]
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Date: 2014-04-01 05:39 am (UTC)something he only feels with cas these days.
it's almost terrifying. ]
Thank you, thank you--
[ to the side of his mouth, bitten into his bottom lip, licked into his mouth. dean presses the words against cas' skin over and over, mumbles them between breaths as he kisses him again and again, deeper with each taste. for cas to promise something like that means he has to promise care for his own life. and that's what dean wants, he needs to know cas will be there tomorrow, like he says he will be, that dean won't have to worry about his friend doing something moronic in the future.
so he kisses his thank yous because it's the only way he knows. kisses each one into a new place, to the angle of his jaw, to the slope of his neck. he even dips down, bites it into cas' collar, desperate for him to understand how much that promise means to him. ]
--thank you.
[ please don't let me down.
please don't, because he needs you. ]