[ Of course it doesn't add up, he wants to say. Yell, shove, and push it at him. Of course it doesn't. Because if it did, they wouldn't be here doing this to each other. He wouldn't be confusing him to the point it's stopped making sense. He wouldn't want things he shouldn't be allowed to. He's hardly done anything to warrant it, after all, and Castiel opens his mouth to defend those plans -- they were his -- but pulls up short with the rest of what Dean says.
i don't want to face one alone
Alone? His eyes drop to the hand over his, and it's like his heart is pushing up to pound in his throat, locking it tight so it's difficult to form a response. He swallows and tilts his head back to look at him. This is... more than he could have ever thought. It's like he's not even hearing it, not really, and he steps back, like he's trying to run from it before he surrenders to that pull.
He practically crashes into him getting both arms around him, curling tight around him and pressing into the hug with every inch of his body. ]
You're not alone. [ Never has been. Never will be. They'd have to destroy him entirely to make such a thing possible, and Castiel tucks his face against the side of his neck, holding onto him with every intention of not letting him go. ]
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i don't want to face one alone
Alone? His eyes drop to the hand over his, and it's like his heart is pushing up to pound in his throat, locking it tight so it's difficult to form a response. He swallows and tilts his head back to look at him. This is... more than he could have ever thought. It's like he's not even hearing it, not really, and he steps back, like he's trying to run from it before he surrenders to that pull.
He practically crashes into him getting both arms around him, curling tight around him and pressing into the hug with every inch of his body. ]
You're not alone. [ Never has been. Never will be. They'd have to destroy him entirely to make such a thing possible, and Castiel tucks his face against the side of his neck, holding onto him with every intention of not letting him go. ]