[ dean's heart hammers away underneath cas' hand, a quick-fire beat of someone who isn't alright. he wants cas off him, and at the same time doesn't because as stupid as all of this is-- cas there, pinning him by the chest is almost grounding. so he just breathes, tries to calm himself and think. see what is being told him for what it is, take it all in and accept what is being said.
we.
us.
dean nods once. and then, he-- he doesn't want those words, and a hand curls over his chest, over cas' for a second. ]
Don't.
[ don't say you're sorry. he needs the pain of the accusation; it's set reality back in, a direction. ]
no subject
[ dean's heart hammers away underneath cas' hand, a quick-fire beat of someone who isn't alright. he wants cas off him, and at the same time doesn't because as stupid as all of this is-- cas there, pinning him by the chest is almost grounding. so he just breathes, tries to calm himself and think. see what is being told him for what it is, take it all in and accept what is being said.
we.
us.
dean nods once. and then, he-- he doesn't want those words, and a hand curls over his chest, over cas' for a second. ]
Don't.
[ don't say you're sorry. he needs the pain of the accusation; it's set reality back in, a direction. ]