[ dean's not sure he has that kind of faith left. that kind of hope. or if he ever had, but it's definitely lost right now, locked away in some deep depths of... something he can't reach.
he shifts underneath cas slightly, uncertainty and unwillingness-- the usual fight threatening to gear up within him again. but he forces it down, won't let it override everything again. ]
Our ideas of right aren't the same-- he'd sacrifice himself if he thought it would save everyone.
[ dean doesn't want that... but then, it's not his choice, is it? that's what they've been trying to tell him.
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he shifts underneath cas slightly, uncertainty and unwillingness-- the usual fight threatening to gear up within him again. but he forces it down, won't let it override everything again. ]
Our ideas of right aren't the same-- he'd sacrifice himself if he thought it would save everyone.
[ dean doesn't want that... but then, it's not his choice, is it? that's what they've been trying to tell him.
right? ]